AKB48 – Neta furi. Lyrics Meaning: Pretending to Sleep on a Hopeless Crush

Why do we sometimes lie to ourselves about our own feelings? AKB48’s song “Neta furi” dives right into that messy situation. It’s all about a girl, late at night, caught up in a love that seems totally impossible.

    The Midnight Struggle in AKB48’s “Neta furi”

    Picture this: it’s the middle of the night. A girl is in her bed, but she’s not sleeping. She’s just tossing and turning, sighing, and staring at the ceiling. The song paints this picture so clearly right from the start.

    setsunai itoshii modokashii aenai
    Painful, dear, frustrating, can’t meet
    sabishii koishii yarusenai kurushii
    Lonely, longing, helpless, agonizing
    mayonaka hitori negaeri beddo no ue
    Midnight, alone, turning over in bed

    You can just feel her exhaustion and frustration. It’s that heavy, can’t-sleep feeling when your mind won’t shut off. But what’s keeping her up?

    Hearing That Awful Rumor

    It turns out, she’s crushing hard on a guy who is completely off-limits. She’s heard through the grapevine that he already has a girlfriend. Ugh, talk about the worst news ever.

    kanojo ga iru rashiitte
    That he seems to have a girlfriend
    uwasa de wa kiiteta yo
    I heard in a rumor
    akiramerareru no nara
    If I could give up
    sugu ni akirameru kedo
    I would give up right away

    She knows she should just let it go, but her heart isn’t listening to her head. She sees him as this perfect, untouchable thing—something she can only admire from a distance.

    An Unreachable Gem

    The lyrics describe her feelings so well here. Liking him is like staring at a beautiful jewel that she can never own. It’s pretty to look at, but it’s ultimately just going to make her sad because it’s not hers.

    This is where the song’s title, “Neta furi,” which means “pretending to be asleep,” really clicks. She’s not just pretending to be asleep in her bed; she’s trying to make her own feelings go to sleep, too. She’s trying to pretend they don’t exist.

    What “Neta furi” is Really About

    The core story of this AKB48 track is about the pain of unrequited love for someone who is taken. The act of “pretending to sleep” is a powerful metaphor for self-deception. She is actively trying to ignore her own heart, hoping that if she just pretends her feelings aren’t there, they’ll eventually fade away. But, as the song shows, it’s not that simple.

    Time to Wake Up

    So, what’s the big takeaway from “Neta furi”? The message is pretty clear: you can’t lie to yourself forever. The girl in the song finally realizes that this whole “pretending” thing is just… silly.

    neta furi suru no wa mou yameyou
    Let’s stop pretending to be asleep
    honto no kimochi wa nemuranai
    My real feelings won’t sleep
    jibun ni made uso o tsuite
    Lying even to myself
    yoake o matsu nante sou bakabakashii
    Waiting for dawn like this is so foolish

    Her real feelings aren’t going anywhere. They’re wide awake, and trying to ignore them is just exhausting. The song tells us it’s better to be honest with yourself, even when the truth is painful. Facing your emotions is way healthier than trying to bury them. It’s a reminder to stop pretending and just accept what you feel.

    What do you think of this song’s story? Is it better to face a painful truth or live in denial for a little while? I’d love to hear your interpretation in the comments!

    Lyrics: "Neta furi" by AKB48


    AKB48 – Neta furi [Lyrics KANJI]


    切ない 愛しい もどかしい 会えない
    寂しい 恋しい やるせない 苦しい
    真夜中 一人 寝返り ベッドの上
    何度 ため息ついて 天井見上げたか?

    彼女がいるらしいって
    噂では聞いてたよ
    諦められるのなら
    すぐに 諦めるけど

    遠くから あなたを見ていて
    目を閉じ思い出したって
    手には入らない宝石を
    眺めてるようなもの

    寝たふりするのはもうやめよう
    ホントの気持ちは眠らない
    好きになってしまったのは そう誰のせいでもなくて
    私がいけないんだ
    寝たふりするのはもうやめよう
    眠くないって知っている
    自分にまで嘘をついて
    夜明けを待つなんてそう馬鹿馬鹿しい

    カッコつけてるだけ

    今夜はどこにいるのか
    想像はしたくない
    LINEとかしてみても
    惨めになるだけだし…

    絶対に会わなきゃよかった
    何度も思ったけど
    あなたがいない世界なんて
    生きてる価値ないでしょう

    寝た子を起こしてどうしたいの?
    ささやかな夢見るように…
    窓から夜空眺めても 運命の流れ星は
    きっと見つからない
    寝た子を起こしてどうしたいの?
    眠くなるまで起きてよう
    あなたのこと それ以外は
    過ぎてく時間にも興味ないから

    今だけは あなたのすべてを
    私が独占できる
    心に隠した宝石を
    こっそり 眺めるように…

    寝たふりするのはもうやめよう
    ホントの気持ちは眠らない
    好きになってしまったのは そう誰のせいでもなくて
    私がいけないんだ
    寝たふりするのはもうやめよう
    眠くないって知っている
    自分にまで嘘をついて
    夜明けを待つなんてそう馬鹿馬鹿しい

    カッコつけてるだけ

    AKB48 – Neta furi [Lyrics ROMAJI]


    Setsunai itoshii modokashii aenai
    Samishii koishii yarusenai kurushii
    Mayonaka hitori negaeri beddo no ue
    Nando tameiki tsuite tenjou miageta ka?

    Kanojo ga iru rashii tte
    Uwasa de wa kiiteta yo
    Akiramerareru no nara
    Sugu ni akirameru kedo

    Tooku kara anata o mite ite
    Me o toji omoidashita tte
    Te ni wa hairanai houseki o
    Nagameteru you na mono

    Neta furi suru no wa mou yameyou
    Honto no kimochi wa nemuranai
    Suki ni natte shimatta no wa sou dare no sei demo nakute
    Watashi ga ikenai n’da
    Neta furi suru no wa mou yameyou
    Nemukunai tte shitte iru
    Jibun ni made uso o tsuite
    Yoake o matsu nante sou bakabakashii

    Kakko tsuketeru dake

    Kon’ya wa doko ni iru no ka
    Souzou wa shitakunai
    LINE toka shite mite mo
    Mijime ni naru dake dashi…

    Zettai ni awanakya yokatta
    Nando mo omotta kedo
    Anata ga inai sekai nante
    Ikiteru kachi nai deshou

    Neta ko o okoshite dou shitai no?
    Sasayaka na yume miru you ni…
    Mado kara yozora nagamete mo unmei no nagareboshi wa
    Kitto mitsukaranai
    Neta ko o okoshite dou shitai no?
    Nemuku naru made okiteyou
    Anata no koto sore igai wa
    Sugiteku jikan ni mo kyoumi nai kara

    Ima dake wa anata no subete o
    Watashi ga dokusen dekiru
    Kokoro ni kakushita houseki o
    Kossori nagameru you ni…

    Neta furi suru no wa mou yameyou
    Honto no kimochi wa nemuranai
    Suki ni natte shimatta no wa sou dare no sei demo nakute
    Watashi ga ikenai n’da
    Neta furi suru no wa mou yameyou
    Nemukunai tte shitte iru
    Jibun ni made uso o tsuite
    Yoake o matsu nante sou bakabakashii

    Kakko tsuketeru dake

    AKB48 – Neta furi [English translation]


    It’s painful, you’re dear to me, it’s frustrating, I can’t see you.
    I’m lonely, I miss you, it’s unbearable, it hurts.
    In the middle of the night, all alone, I toss and turn in bed.
    How many times have I sighed and looked up at the ceiling?

    I heard rumors that you already have a girlfriend.
    If I could just give up on you,
    I’d do it right away, but…

    Watching you from afar,
    Even if I close my eyes and try to remember you,
    It’s like gazing at a beautiful jewel that I can never hold in my hands.

    Let’s stop pretending to be asleep now.
    My true feelings just won’t sleep.
    Falling in love with you wasn’t really anyone’s fault;
    It’s just me.
    Let’s stop pretending to be asleep now.
    I know I’m not sleepy.
    Lying even to myself
    And waiting for dawn like this is just so silly.

    I’m just trying to act cool.

    Where are you tonight?
    I really don’t want to imagine.
    Even if I tried sending you a LINE message or something,
    I’d just end up feeling miserable…

    I really wish I had never met you,
    I’ve thought that so many times, but…
    A world without you in it?
    It wouldn’t be worth living, would it?

    What do you want to achieve by waking up a sleeping child?
    It’s like wishing for a tiny dream…
    Even if I gaze at the night sky from my window, a shooting star of destiny
    Surely won’t appear.
    What do you want to achieve by waking up a sleeping child?
    Let’s stay awake until I finally get sleepy.
    Besides you,
    I have no interest even in the passing time.

    Just for now, I can
    Have all of you to myself.
    It’s like secretly gazing at
    A jewel hidden deep in my heart…

    Let’s stop pretending to be asleep now.
    My true feelings just won’t sleep.
    Falling in love with you wasn’t really anyone’s fault;
    It’s just me.
    Let’s stop pretending to be asleep now.
    I know I’m not sleepy.
    Lying even to myself
    And waiting for dawn like this is just so silly.

    I’m just trying to act cool.

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