Nogizaka46 – Kidzuitara kataomoi. Lyrics Meaning: When You Accidentally Fall in Love

Why does love always sneak up on you when you’ve sworn it off? Nogizaka46’s song “Kidzuitara kataomoi” totally gets that feeling. It’s a beautiful, bittersweet story about a heart that falls in love before the mind even catches up.

    The Story of a Guarded Heart in Nogizaka46’s “Kidzuitara kataomoi”

    This song tells the story of someone who got seriously burned by love in the past. She’s not just cautious; she’s completely closed off. She made a promise to herself to never go through that pain again.

    Swearing Off Love Forever

    She’s been through so much heartache that she basically put a giant “DO NOT ENTER” sign on her heart. She remembers the pain all too well and decided she was done with romance for good. It just wasn’t worth the risk anymore.

    Soredemo nazeka surechigatte kizutsuite
    But somehow we misunderstood each other and I got hurt
    Zettai koi nanka suru mon ka to are kara kimeteita no ni…
    I had decided back then that I would absolutely never fall in love again…

    Building Walls

    So, when she meets someone new, her defense mechanisms go into overdrive. She pretends to be uninterested and puts on a cold front. It’s not because she’s mean; it’s a desperate attempt to protect herself from getting hurt again. She even convinced herself she was strong enough to handle big holidays all alone, without needing anyone.

    Shoukai sareta toki ni kyoumi nai furi o shite
    When we were introduced, I pretended I wasn’t interested
    Buaisou datta no wa jibun o mamoru tame datta
    Being unsociable was just a way to protect myself

    The Walls Start to Crumble

    But here’s the thing about feelings—they don’t really care about your plans. Despite all her efforts, she starts thinking about this person. She gets curious about where they are and what they’re doing. She finds herself wanting to hear their voice, even though her brain is screaming at her that it’s a bad idea. It’s a total internal battle.

    (Dame yo) anata ga doko ni iru ka ki ni naru shi
    (It’s no good) I’m curious about where you are
    (Muri yo) denwa kakete koe o kikitai
    (I can’t) I want to call you and hear your voice

    And then it hits her, like a sudden realization. She’s already in a one-sided love. She didn’t choose it, she didn’t want it, but it happened anyway.

    The Core of “Kidzuitara kataomoi”

    At its heart, this song is about the surprising and involuntary nature of falling for someone. It captures that “oops” moment when you realize your feelings have completely betrayed your logic. The title itself translates to “I Realized It Was a One-Sided Love.” It’s a crush that blossomed in secret, even hidden from herself.

    You Can’t Fight Your Own Heart

    The biggest message from “Kidzuitara kataomoi” is that some things are just out of our control, especially our emotions. You can build all the walls you want, but the heart wants what it wants. The struggle is real, but fighting your own feelings is exhausting and often pointless.

    The song ends with a feeling of surrender. She can’t deny it any longer.

    Koi to wa ataerareru mono
    Love is something that is given to you
    Kesshite aragaenai
    You can never resist it

    Sometimes, the strongest thing you can do is just accept how you feel, even if it’s scary. This song perfectly captures that moment of quiet acceptance.

    What’s Your Take on This One-Sided Love?

    That’s my interpretation of this beautiful Nogizaka46 track. It’s such a relatable story about the unexpected ways love can find you. But what do you think? Maybe you hear something different in the lyrics. Let me know your thoughts!

    Lyrics: "Kidzuitara kataomoi" by Nogizaka46


    Nogizaka46 – Kidzuitara kataomoi [Lyrics KANJI]


    気づいたら片想い
    いつのまにか好きだった
    あなたを思うその度
    何だか切なくて…

    人は生まれて何回の出会いがあるの?
    今度こそ運命だなんていつも信じて
    それでもなぜかすれ違って傷ついて
    絶対 恋なんかするもんかとあれから決めていたのに…

    紹介された時に興味ない振りをして
    無愛想だったのは自分を守るためだった
    誕生日もクリスマスもバレンタインデーも
    一人でも過ごせる強さを
    ようやく身につけたはず

    (だめよ)あなたがどこにいるか気になるし
    (無理よ)電話掛けて声を聴きたい
    (嫌よ)あんなに苦しくてつらい日々
    涙だって もう枯れた今の私よ

    気づいたら片想い
    いつのまにか好きだった
    あなたを思うその度
    何だか切なくて…
    気づいたら片想い
    認めたくはないけど
    強情になっている分
    心は脆(もろ)いかも…

    友達の一人だと思い込もうとして
    無理に普通でいようとしてたら余計にぎこちない
    あなたを紹介してくれた彼女のことまで
    近づく異性に嫉妬して
    あきれさせるでしょう

    (ずっと)傷つかない唯一の方法は
    (わざと)臆病でいることしかなくて
    (だけど)でも自分に嘘はつけない
    人混みの中 そうあなたを探していた

    初めからわかってた
    いつの日にか好きになる
    あなたと目が合った時
    本当は予感してた
    初めからわかってた
    特別な人だった
    恋とは与えられるもの
    決して抗(あらが)えない

    感情を抑えても息が苦しくなる
    こんなに好きなのに言葉にしたら消えそうで

    気づいたら
    気づいたら
    気づいたら片想い
    いつのまにか好きだった
    あなたを思うその度
    何だか切なくて…
    気づいたら片想い
    認めたくはないけど
    強情になっている分
    心は脆(もろ)いかも…

    受け入れるしかないね

    Nogizaka46 – Kidzuitara kataomoi [Lyrics ROMAJI]


    Kidzuitara kataomoi
    Itsu no ma ni ka suki datta
    Anata o omou sono tabi
    Nandaka setsunakute…

    Hito wa umarete nankai no deai ga aru no?
    Kondo koso unmei da nante itsumo shinjite
    Sore demo naze ka surechigatte kizutsuite
    Zettai koi nanka suru mon ka to are kara kimeteita noni…

    Shoukai sareta toki ni kyoumi nai furi o shite
    Buaiso datta no wa jibun o mamoru tame datta
    Tanjoubi mo kurisumasu mo barentain dee mo
    Hitori demo sugoseru tsuyosa o
    Youyaku mi ni tsuketa hazu

    (Dame yo) anata ga doko ni iru ka ki ni naru shi
    (Muri yo) denwa kakete koe o kikitai
    (Iya yo) anna ni kurushikute tsurai hibi
    Namida datte mou kareta ima no watashi yo

    Kidzuitara kataomoi
    Itsu no ma ni ka suki datta
    Anata o omou sono tabi
    Nandaka setsunakute…
    Kidzuitara kataomoi
    Mitometaku wa nai kedo
    Goujou ni natteiru bun
    Kokoro wa moroi kamo…

    Tomodachi no hitori da to omoikomou to shite
    Muri ni futsuu de iyō to shitetara yokei ni gikochinai
    Anata o shoukai shite kureta kanojo no koto made
    Chikazuku isei ni shitto shite
    Akire saseru deshou

    (Zutto) kizutsukanai yuiitsu no houhou wa
    (Waza to) okubyou de iru koto shika nakute
    (Dakedo) demo jibun ni uso wa tsukenai
    Hitogomi no naka sou anata o sagashiteita

    Hajime kara wakatteta
    Itsu no hi ni ka suki ni naru
    Anata to me ga atta toki
    Hontou wa yokan shiteta
    Hajime kara wakatteta
    Tokubetsu na hito datta
    Koi to wa ataerareru mono
    Kesshite aragaenai

    Kanjou o osaetemo iki ga kurushiku naru
    Konna ni suki na noni kotoba ni shitara kie sou de

    Kidzuitara
    Kidzuitara
    Kidzuitara kataomoi
    Itsu no ma ni ka suki datta
    Anata o omou sono tabi
    Nandaka setsunakute…
    Kidzuitara kataomoi
    Mitometaku wa nai kedo
    Goujou ni natteiru bun
    Kokoro wa moroi kamo…

    Ukeireru shika nai ne

    Nogizaka46 – Kidzuitara kataomoi [English translation]


    Before I knew it, it was unrequited love.
    Somehow, I had fallen for you.
    Every time I think of you,
    It feels a little bit painful…

    How many encounters do we really have in life?
    I always used to believe, “This time it’s definitely destiny!”
    But still, somehow we’d just pass by each other, and I’d get hurt.
    After all that, I swore I’d never fall in love again… but here I am!

    When I was introduced to you, I pretended not to be interested.
    Being aloof was just my way of protecting myself, you know.
    Birthdays, Christmas, Valentine’s Day too—
    I thought I had finally gained the strength
    to spend them all alone.

    (Oh no) I can’t help but wonder where you are.
    (No way) I really want to call you and hear your voice.
    (I hate it) Those days were so agonizing and tough.
    My tears have already dried up; that’s the person I am now!

    Before I knew it, it was unrequited love.
    Somehow, I had fallen for you.
    Every time I think of you,
    It feels a little bit painful…
    Before I knew it, it was unrequited love.
    I don’t want to admit it, but
    the more stubborn I become,
    my heart might actually be more fragile…

    I tried to convince myself you were just one of my friends.
    But trying too hard to act normal just made things even more awkward.
    Even towards the friend who introduced you to me,
    I get jealous of anyone else getting close to you.
    I’ll probably end up making them annoyed!

    (Always) The only way not to get hurt
    (is to deliberately) remain a coward.
    (But) I just can’t lie to myself.
    In the middle of the crowd, yeah, I was searching for you.

    I knew it from the very beginning.
    That someday I would fall for you.
    When our eyes met,
    I actually had a premonition.
    I knew it from the very beginning.
    You were a special person.
    Love is something that’s given to you.
    You can never resist it.

    Even if I try to suppress my feelings, I feel breathless.
    I love you so much, but if I put it into words, it feels like it might just disappear.

    Before I knew it…
    Before I knew it…
    Before I knew it, it was unrequited love.
    Somehow, I had fallen for you.
    Every time I think of you,
    It feels a little bit painful…
    Before I knew it, it was unrequited love.
    I don’t want to admit it, but
    the more stubborn I become,
    my heart might actually be more fragile…

    I guess I have no choice but to accept it, right?

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